The playroom is finally clean.  Miracles do happen.  Tanner even picked up a little bit by himself.  i am really working on getting the house in order before I start work Monday.  I am so nervous...I havent worked outside of the house since Aug of 03 when Keifer was a baby. I'm not so much worried that I can't do the job and I am not afraid of how it works, its just change freaks me out.   I have to do something though.  I am stagnating in this house and it is part of what is making my depression worse.  I am bored out of my mind some days and need to make this change.  
I am worried the boys were really upset the other day about me going to work.  Not sure how that is going to be but I guess we will survive.   Hoping Chris' job lasts through at least the end of January.  At least we are finally 100% caught up on all our bills and have a little bit of breathing space.  
Well I guess I better get working on this house some more if I want it done by Monday.  Will post more soon.
Steff